Monday, March 24, 2008
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Happy Birthday Joel
Its my birthday today. 23 years of age. It was nice to receive sms-es from friends who still remembered my birthday. Never mind if they weren't around to wish me but it was the thought that counts. Thank you so much to cexiang, wanling, lotte, qilin, zhiming, jansen, yangwen, janice, jasmine, jinrong, weilian and phyllis. Anyway this year hasn't been a good year for me up till now. I have made many mistakes and stumbled along the way and gone through many disappointments. So many people i have hurt and disappointed too. When zhiming asked me about my birthday wish earlier tonight, i really couldn't give him an answer but after thinking about it i only have 1 wish. I guess my only birthday wish is to be a better person so that the people around me especially those that i love and those who love me will never get hurt again because of me. I hope my walk with God will be a stronger one and i will keep His words close to my heart. I know it sounds simple but it will be hard. Jiayou Joel.
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Hamsters making out!!!
My 2 hamsters commando and tafen are making out on my chair.
hahahahaha. they are damn cute.
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Lost
I am lost.
Lost in the sea of expectations.
Sometimes i just wish that time will relent on me and give me a chance to turn back and undo the mistakes that I've made.
Nevertheless.
I've always asked whether trust broken can be mended.
Whether expectations disappointed can be recovered.
Only time will tell and this time the leopard shall change its spots.
Forgiveness is a luxury for me now.
I am the destroyer of my soul.
Please bear with me.
History will never repeat itself.
Yesterday will never come again.
Listen to my pleas and never shun me.
Listen and see that i am truly repentant.
I am wrong and you are right.
Sorry.
Lost in the sea of expectations.
Sometimes i just wish that time will relent on me and give me a chance to turn back and undo the mistakes that I've made.
Nevertheless.
I've always asked whether trust broken can be mended.
Whether expectations disappointed can be recovered.
Only time will tell and this time the leopard shall change its spots.
Forgiveness is a luxury for me now.
I am the destroyer of my soul.
Please bear with me.
History will never repeat itself.
Yesterday will never come again.
Listen to my pleas and never shun me.
Listen and see that i am truly repentant.
I am wrong and you are right.
Sorry.
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Triumph
As conquerors of old in their solemn triumphs used to lead their captives fettered with iron chains, so Christ having spoiled principalities and powers, made shrew of them openly, triumphing over them... It is certain that Christ fought and overcame all his enemies: he gave them the last blow upon the cross, he seized on the spoil at his resurrection, and led them in triumph at his ascension into heaven, and by his peaceable possession of this throne His subjects enjoy the benefit of it all.
- Thomas Boston
Saturday, March 15, 2008
Music Music
How about that. haha. i am now officially a Music world GL. It really feels like a dream. Never would have expected that i would actually be a GL for SU15 especially with jasper, sk and phy in music too. I think its going to take some time for me to transit from my beloved Seaworld to Music World. I am going to make sure Music will be Best World for SU15 and break the Most Spirited world trend. haha. shouldn't be too hard i think. Red for Blue. Just like Man Utd over Chelsea. LOL
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
random 2
it feels weird when i was first told of the news. it wasn't as exhilarating like when i first got it. maybe time dulls the feeling? i am not sure but i am still grateful for the chance that is given to me although it was at the expense of another friend. I do hope he has made the right choice. I also feel the same way that he feels at times. Sometimes its just really not worth it when u take one step back to view the overall picture. Maybe i feel stronger towards SU compared to him? I am not sure. However, i do know one thing. I just became a GL for SU15. Hopefully i am able to pass something positive down to the freshies again. Shebec is still my favourite. haha. all of them have brought so much laughter to my uni life. Cy dun be jealous ok? lol
Monday, March 10, 2008
Saturday, March 8, 2008
random
Sometimes a lot of things happen due to a simple mistake or thats what some people say. But i always believe there has to be consequences for all the actions that you take in your life. Its always either you are at the receiving end or the person doing the action, no matter what both person have to endure the consequences. You will get your consequence coming sooner than you expect. I swear. By the end of it, I think things will get serious but what the hell. my life is already quite screwed so i am very sorry that you are going to be at the receiving end of it. I am sorry now so i will not be sorry later. Your hurt will be 10 times more than what you have dealt. This is a promise. not a threat.
Thursday, March 6, 2008
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
Please Call 999 If you see this bloody Mud terrorist
I finally received the MMS from the police.
I thought they didn't send me cos i wasn't a good citizen. :((
Please look closely at Mr Mas Selamat.
He might be disguised now.
And he is worth $12000. wooohooo
I got to start a Mas Selamat search soon. lol
Mas Selamat
Mas Turbate
Mas Cherano
What a stupid name!! MWAHAHA
I thought they didn't send me cos i wasn't a good citizen. :((
Please look closely at Mr Mas Selamat.
He might be disguised now.
And he is worth $12000. wooohooo
I got to start a Mas Selamat search soon. lol
Mas Selamat
Mas Turbate
Mas Cherano
What a stupid name!! MWAHAHA
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
NVM 08
Constance and me at the event ground at approx 1am.
Jacqueline took part in the open category race with the programmers.
they were shagged out. damn cui. hahaha
i am smiling like an idiot cos i had a pancake in my mouth.
The best memory in NVM 08.
my first ever traffic accident in my 23 years of life.
I "buanged" my lorry. I still cannot believe that it happened.
haiz. but i know it will follow with me.
Joel aka buang kia. Stupid Kopi-O.
people will fear for their lives when they sit in my lorry. :(((
nevertheless. the money to repair the lorry will cost a bomb.
i hope i do learn from my lesson.
God please do not let this ever happen to me again!!
Saturday, March 1, 2008
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