Last Minute

Performed at Canteen A this thursday for Sports Expose. I think i sang quite cui. hahahahaha.
really have to improve my singing or should i say control my voice.
anyway tuesday have to show my boss my wonderful interactive worksheet that he told me create for Claims in Customer Feedback. Its wonderful done but pathetically working. something is wrong with the macros and i just couldn't figure out whats wrong with my programming formula.
i am so screwed.. :(
can't wait to get my pay and buy my 1st ever guitar. lol. abit late to start learning but better late than never!! hahahaha i hope my enthusiasm last me through all the practicing until i can perform!

Clearly depressed

After 3 weeks at work, i can only come to 1 conclusion and that is: I am CUI!
I wonder if it is because i do not put enough effort or i am just plain stupid or i just do not understand what my boss wants me to do. Maybe i just do not see the purpose in him wanting me to create that bloody form with freaking microsoft excel. Maybe you don't even have to do a stupid form when you are just creating extra work. WTF WTF!!
I always thought since my studies are not that good, i will be better at hands on stuff. Turns out I am proven wrong. again. and again. seriously i need to buck up.
I really need to pay someone with damn good programming skills to create those godamn macros or else my ass is really toasted.
$1200 is really hard money man. :(

Going to be singing for Sports Exposé soon. On Jan 14th and 15th.
I hope i won't cui again. my voice please don't give up on me...