I'm an ass

Talking to a friend today made me realise something.
That i've been an insensitive and irresponsible bastard.
I can really see how alot of things that God is speaking to me.

I'm truly sorry for all the things i have done
or to hurt the people around me.

Sorry is really insufficient to make up for the damage i've done.
i really hope there is some other way.
i guess i'm really a selfish bastard at times.
its time to wake up Joel.

i guess things will never be the same anymore.

On The Car

On the way to work today on a car!! shiok!!
no need to take the stupid train down to somerset.
and i found a wonderful present on the car.
But i think i look nicer in aviators rather than oakleys. =)

Best I Ever Had

One of the best songs i ever heard.
To all the people with broken hearts.

"Best I Ever Had (Grey Sky Morning)"

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever

Temptation

Do not flatter yourself that you can hold out against temptation's power. Secret lusts lie lurking in your own heart which will never give up until they are either destroyed or satisfied. In theory we abhor lustful thoughts, but once temptation enters our hearts, all contrary reason is overcome and silenced.

I love my work place

Hehe. I met a new friend at work today!!
her name is "dolly" and she loves me too.
hahahahahahahahahaha.

I got punctured a hole in the arm by a broken glass bottle while throwing rubbish.
I love throwing rubbish. tmd. they should have medical coverage at the pub.

Sponge Bob

Spongebob has such a small ass and yet it tears his pants. haha.

CNY in malaysia

Drove for one whole night before reaching Penang.
we reached at around 6am in the morning on monday itself before sleeping the whole day away.
Surf and Sweat the day before made me damn tired. tmd. stupid strongest man competition.

Took a rest out at the back yard of my grandpa's house.

Wonderful toilets.
You have to bathe by scooping water from a big container.

This is how the house looks from the front.
i helped to arrange all the flowers outside the door.

My nephew. damn cute.
forgot his name. but he looks super tan.
I think he will grow up to be damn shuai like me.

I got bitten by an insect while sleeping at night.
Gave me a wonderful kiss that left me a pus filled boil.
Made my lips all swollen. WTF.

The living room. See the cement floor.
its super comfortable to sleep in it. damn cooling.

This is where i sleep. so comfortable.

My Ah Gong and Ah Ma. haha.
they are very old. but lovable.

1 last picture of me.
It was sweltering hot over at Penang.
but it was a good chinese new year.

Gone to Malaysia

I will be gone to malaysia for Chinese New Year celebrations!!
will be back on the 10th of Feb. haha. tag me if u wan any souvenirs ok?

A sketch of me

My freshie Cheeyong aka THE NOOB drew this for me.
Apparently thats what he thinks of me.
I look so yandao. hahaha.
Anyway BB stands for BodyBeautiful.
So i am Joel the BodyBeautiful Man.
Saving the day with his beautiful middle fingers. LOL

More baby hamsters

My baby hamsters decided to climb all over my notes.

They decided to sleep on my hand.
I had a split second thought of squashing all of them flat.
hahahahaha.

They are so cute.
I just can't stop taking photos of them!

Happy Belated Birthday Mummy

Today we celebrated my mum's birthday.
Slightly belated but it was ok becos i gave her a wonderful gift.
I made it all by myself. hahaha.
I love my mummy.

Baby Hamsters

My dear Tafen. The proud mother of 5 baby hamsters.

These are the babies at about 1 week plus old.
When they were born, they were all pink and naked.
Looked like gummy bears. Yum yum.
But i couldn't take a photo of them as Tafen tried to bite me.
Stupid hamsters.

Crouching babies Hidden hamsters.

Frolicking together.
They are so lovable.

Took one out from the cage for a close up shot. They are unable to open their eyes yet. I think the eyeballs are not yet developed. They make a lot of noise when i accidentally dropped one from my hand. hahahahaha. They are just so damn cute. Please do drop by my room if u wanna look at them before they grow up to become ugly hamsters like my Commando and Tafen.

Sometimes i really just wish everything can just be destroyed and burn away from the face of earth. Just like a sparkler. gone in flash. Maybe some of them should just disappear from the face of the earth. Away from me. Goodbye.

Hall 2 Swimming Team!!

Hall 2 Swimming Team!!! woohoohoo!!
We won 3 Gold and 1 Silver out of 5 events during IHG Swimming Finals.
We are just damn zai. haha

I have to say that we dun deserve to be overall 2nd.
I think the point system sucks. Big time.

Anyway we still went celebrate our victory at Fish n Co.
The swimming girls.
Shiqi, Nicole, Jiayin, Valerie, Amanda, Joan and Jiaying.

The swimming guys plus Hall 2 JCRC President and Sports Sec.
Songloo, Roderick, Me, Jianlong, Sidney and Zhenhao.
Missing guys: Paul, U-wei, Junyi, Eric and Keith.

We got bored.
So Zhenhao and Sidney decided to stuff things into their mouth.

Valerie has a HUGE MOUTH!! haha
I think huge is an understatement.

Songloo had to give it a try as well.

I am more zai!
I can put my fist into my mouth.
*clap clap clap*

I got fed up of stuffing things into my mouth.
so i decided to be a photo-whore. haha.
Some idiot put his hand to block my face. tmd.

But its ok. Cos my beautiful face appears again!

I have a loooooonnggg tongue.

Took 1 last photo before going off.
Jiaying and Roderick both love me so much.
Everyone just loves to take photos with me!! :)

Blood donation

My virgin blood donation experience.
The needle was humongous. Scary.
I wanted to donate blood last year,
But unluckily i was down with flu during the period.

Yeah!! i donated my 1st packet of blood.
It wasn't as bad as i thought.
I had 2 packets of milo as refreshment
And i koped 1 soursop juice back to hall. haha.
Blood donations are good!!

I went for training after donating blood.
There was a HUGE swelling! OMG!
I thought it was going to get infected by the pool water
because the dirty ah tiongs always swim and use it as a chance to bathe.
Thats why the SRC swimming pool is always damn murky.

Bruises started to appear after 1 night.
Luckily the swelling went down. =)

5 days after donating blood.
Look at that huge area of bruise. omg.
Please never go for trainings after donating blood.
This is my advice to all of you. HAHAHA

2nd Day at work

I have just applied for a pub job together with Mr Toh Jiade at some pub called emerald hill near Somerset MRT. So please come visit me if you guys have the time. It is supposed to be a cocktail bar which is quite famous. I think its all bullshit and if i am not so poor and broke i would definitely not be working. Anyway its my 2nd day on the job and i work from 7pm to 2am on the nights i work. damn tiring shit from standing the whole time serving drinks to customers and taking orders. I get paid 7 dollars per hour and transport is paid for (so its not that bad). There are quite a few things that i have learned while working there so i think its quite a worthwhile experience. Wearing leather shoes to work is really hell. makes your feet swell like shit at the end of the day and its damn painful. fuck man. i should get black sneakers soon. ok time to sleep. adios!

Li Ting's birthday

It was Li Ting's birthday today.
I was going to give her 2 of my baby hamsters as a present.
They are still pink and naked now.
have to wait till they wean off their mother Tafen.

Everyone from shebec came along to celebrate her birthday.
Only grace and jacq didn't join us.
Alex and Jialiang were missing from the picture as they were ordering food.

It was a fun night.
I love my Shebec. haha.
What to do.. i have only been a GL once. sad.
And Cheeyong looks damn cock in his helmet hair!!

our dear phyllis trying to show us how flexible her mouth can be.
damn fat. hahahaha

Back to School Bash

This is my first time organizing a party. It is a back to school bash organized for my school. The ticket is quite cool as it is all in black and it is only going at $14 with 1 free drink! what a fabulous offer! LOL. It will be held on 17th Jan at butterfactory! i hope it will be a great success with all the tickets sold. =)

Crab Feast

i love crabs. haha.
i think that day i ate like 2 whole crabs myself.
1 claypot crab and 1 butter crab. wooohooohoo...
shiok to the max.
but i lao sai that night. urgh

1 more day to year 2 sem 2

1 more day to a new semester.

It is also a new year too. i love 2008.
So many things to look forward too.
3 months of holiday. Beijing Olympics. Euro 2008. More exams.
I just hope i will do berry well for my thermodynamics.
Maybe i should try to improve the standard of english for my blog entries too.
Time to set my priorities right before God.
I need to seriously do some financial planning.
It is not good to always be poor like a beggar at the end of the month.

Sparklers are good fun.
they seem to burn your worries away while they burn brightly in the darkness.
but once they burn out everything returns to the way it was.
And so u light another sparkler.
haha. and they are damn expensive. 10cents for 1 stick.