Papa's Baptism

My dad getting ready for baptism.
He looks damn funny in the dress. His tummy damn big.
I think he is getting the jitters thats why he is not smiling.

Ok. all ready to get into the baptism pool!!

Paster Jerry explaining to my dad about the procedure.

My dad commits his life to Jesus Christ as his personal Saviour and Lord.

Pastor baptises my dad in the water.

And the baptism ceremony is over!!
My dad has publicly announced his faith as a christian!!

My dad is a happy man!!

Happy Birthday Joel

Its my birthday today. 23 years of age. It was nice to receive sms-es from friends who still remembered my birthday. Never mind if they weren't around to wish me but it was the thought that counts. Thank you so much to cexiang, wanling, lotte, qilin, zhiming,  jansen, yangwen, janice, jasmine, jinrong, weilian and phyllis. Anyway this year hasn't been a good year for me up till now. I have made many mistakes and stumbled along the way and gone through many disappointments. So many people i have hurt and disappointed too. When zhiming asked me about my birthday wish earlier tonight, i really couldn't give him an answer but after thinking about it i only have 1 wish. I guess my only birthday wish is to be a better person so that the people around me especially those that i love and those who love me will never get hurt again because of me. I hope my walk with God will be a stronger one and i will keep His words close to my heart. I know it sounds simple but it will be hard. Jiayou Joel.

Hamsters making out!!!

My 2 hamsters commando and tafen are making out on my chair.
hahahahaha. they are damn cute.

IPPT

My first every IPPT.
Look at all the 5 points for my static stations.
I am damn zai. but my running sucks. :(((
nevertheless $200 richer!!!!

Lost

I am lost.
Lost in the sea of expectations.
Sometimes i just wish that time will relent on me and give me a chance to turn back and undo the mistakes that I've made.
Nevertheless.
I've always asked whether trust broken can be mended.
Whether expectations disappointed can be recovered.
Only time will tell and this time the leopard shall change its spots.
Forgiveness is a luxury for me now.
I am the destroyer of my soul.

Please bear with me.
History will never repeat itself.
Yesterday will never come again.
Listen to my pleas and never shun me.
Listen and see that i am truly repentant.
I am wrong and you are right.
Sorry.

Triumph

As conquerors of old in their solemn triumphs used to lead their captives fettered with iron chains, so Christ having spoiled principalities and powers, made shrew of them openly, triumphing over them... It is certain that Christ fought and overcame all his enemies: he gave them the last blow upon the cross, he seized on the spoil at his resurrection, and led them in triumph at his ascension into heaven, and by his peaceable possession of this throne His subjects enjoy the benefit of it all.

- Thomas Boston

Music Music

How about that. haha. i am now officially a Music world GL. It really feels like a dream. Never would have expected that i would actually be a GL for SU15 especially with jasper, sk and phy in music too. I think its going to take some time for me to transit from my beloved Seaworld to Music World. I am going to make sure Music will be Best World for SU15 and break the Most Spirited world trend. haha. shouldn't be too hard i think. Red for Blue. Just like Man Utd over Chelsea. LOL

Water polo (IHG)

Guess who is in the blue waterpolo cap?!!
i look so suave!! haha.

My hall 2 water polo team.
Greatest bunch of guys ever with the most cui captain.
LOL

from left to right
Front Row: Roderick, Jianlong, Terrence, Me, Shawn.
Back Row: Songloo, Paul, Junyi, U-wei, Nicholas, keith, Thein, Eric.
2008 Hall 2 polo team. the best ever.

random 2

it feels weird when i was first told of the news. it wasn't as exhilarating like when i first got it. maybe time dulls the feeling? i am not sure but i am still grateful for the chance that is given to me although it was at the expense of another friend. I do hope he has made the right choice. I also feel the same way that he feels at times. Sometimes its just really not worth it when u take one step back to view the overall picture. Maybe i feel stronger towards SU compared to him? I am not sure. However, i do know one thing. I just became a GL for SU15. Hopefully i am able to pass something positive down to the freshies again. Shebec is still my favourite. haha. all of them have brought so much laughter to my uni life. Cy dun be jealous ok? lol

The Prettiest Fatty ever. MWAHAHA

This is Phyllis. my 1 and only Co GL.
She say she dun wan me to send her this photo.
so i shall post it up on my blog den. haha.
she is so pretty!!!

random

Sometimes a lot of things happen due to a simple mistake or thats what some people say. But i always believe there has to be consequences for all the actions that you take in your life. Its always either you are at the receiving end or the person doing the action, no matter what both person have to endure the consequences. You will get your consequence coming sooner than you expect. I swear. By the end of it, I think things will get serious but what the hell. my life is already quite screwed so i am very sorry that you are going to be at the receiving end of it. I am sorry now so i will not be sorry later. Your hurt will be 10 times more than what you have dealt. This is a promise. not a threat.

2nd Batch of Baby hammies

my 2nd batch of baby hammies.

they are camera shy creatures. lol

My finger is such an interesting thing to them.
They are damn small and cute. haha.
my finger is huge!! omg!!

IHG GOLD MEDAL!!

My first IHG gold medal!! haha

1st for 4x50m freestyle relay!!
but among all the 4 swimmers i am the slowest. LOL

I hope we will win again next year!!

Please Call 999 If you see this bloody Mud terrorist

I finally received the MMS from the police.
I thought they didn't send me cos i wasn't a good citizen. :((
Please look closely at Mr Mas Selamat.
He might be disguised now.
And he is worth $12000. wooohooo
I got to start a Mas Selamat search soon. lol

Mas Selamat
Mas Turbate
Mas Cherano
What a stupid name!! MWAHAHA

Cell group

This is Krystal. She is my cell group leader.
My first ever cell group meeting in school.
It was quite interesting as we discussed about the book of Deuteronomy.
I hope i have the discipline to keep attending and most importantly read the bible.
=))))

NVM 08

Constance and me at the event ground at approx 1am.

Jacqueline took part in the open category race with the programmers.
they were shagged out. damn cui. hahaha
i am smiling like an idiot cos i had a pancake in my mouth.

The best memory in NVM 08.
my first ever traffic accident in my 23 years of life.
I "buanged" my lorry. I still cannot believe that it happened.
haiz. but i know it will follow with me.
Joel aka buang kia. Stupid Kopi-O.
people will fear for their lives when they sit in my lorry. :(((
nevertheless. the money to repair the lorry will cost a bomb.
i hope i do learn from my lesson.
God please do not let this ever happen to me again!!

My ancient symbol

Apparently my ancient symbol is this.
The comedian. but i think it means ugly.
No wonder so many people keep saying i am ugly.
:(((((((((

My 1st Bike Rally 2008 meeting and islandwide publicity

We went to SIM to give them our posters and regi forms.
Their main hall is FREAKING HUGE!! omg..

The 3 talkative and full of complains ladies at the back of my car.
Peiyi who has the ability to create noises of frequencies only dogs can hear,
Siqi aka the secretary
and Marianne aka our beautiful Co chair with ALOT of milk. hahaha

Mr Beh Jing Quan. My navigator.
He has damn long and unkempt hair.

We went to SMU also and Marianne met her boyfriend. haha
she loves old and bald men. lucky for us.

Guess who i saw on 1 of the noticeboards in SMU.
Mr Han Jun Kwang aka hum jim peng.
He stills look damn cock. LOL


The minutes of the last meeting.
Look at my name that is highlighted.
then look at my position.
My all time favourite Log Officer!! Fuck you.

My Co Log. Weiquan.
He is the Sports King of SU15.
So as his Co Log. I think i should be worthy enough to be called Prince.

Look at all the rubbish on the table. It was such a distraction.
We should pile it up higher so that Ivan cannot see me during the next meeting.
Then i can do my own things or sleep. haha

Sunday night

This is my 1st time using a Mont Blanc pen.
It was borrowed from Rachelle.
Apparently the pen is made in China and cost on 50cents.
hahahahahaha.

The beautiful bird shit "china" pen.
Pink colour some more. hahaha damn gay.

I wonder if u guys still remember the show "Captain Planet"?
hahaha. This ring resembles the water ring.

I'm an ass

Talking to a friend today made me realise something.
That i've been an insensitive and irresponsible bastard.
I can really see how alot of things that God is speaking to me.

I'm truly sorry for all the things i have done
or to hurt the people around me.

Sorry is really insufficient to make up for the damage i've done.
i really hope there is some other way.
i guess i'm really a selfish bastard at times.
its time to wake up Joel.

i guess things will never be the same anymore.