I'm an ass

Talking to a friend today made me realise something.
That i've been an insensitive and irresponsible bastard.
I can really see how alot of things that God is speaking to me.

I'm truly sorry for all the things i have done
or to hurt the people around me.

Sorry is really insufficient to make up for the damage i've done.
i really hope there is some other way.
i guess i'm really a selfish bastard at times.
its time to wake up Joel.

i guess things will never be the same anymore.