4am in the morning

ok.. i'm sitting infront of my old and cui laptop at 4am in the morning.
thinking about the people that came into my life and meant something important to me.
Some of them still are but they wouldn't know.
some just faded away into memories.
But one common feeling that i still have towards all of them is gratitude.
Each one of them taught me important lessons in life and helped shaped me into the person i am now.
I have to say not every lesson learnt was easy, some were painful and some enlightening.
Funnily, most of the time the people i remember most are the ones that i regretted in making certain decisions.
I guess this is life but i have to say i've got the assurance that God is in control in my life.
Maybe that is why i have this happy-go-lucky attitude that people always say that i possess.

To all the people that I've hurt: I am sorry and i still love you all!!

After 25 years of my life which will be coming in 10 days time. I can proudly say that i am a quarter centurion!! hahahaha. and i am damn glad that i can put full confidence and trust in God.
A little bit more to go to finishing my university life and then i can move on to greater things?

A little secret to share.
My greatest dream in life is to have a happy marriage and a great family of 5!! 2 sons and 1 daughter and a beautiful wife!! wooohoohoo!!
but now my most urgent need is to find a girlfriend first la. =p
waiting for my hair to dry then its time to sleep..

good night to all.
God bless you!